Dear Diary, This jumped out at me from the thing I read the other day. From Dr Phil. Strategy: Make careful decisions and then pull the trigger. Learn that the world couldn’t care less about thoughts without actions. Talk is cheap. It’s what you do that determines the script of your life. Translate your insights,…
Dear Diary, Good Morning, my eyes are a bit puffy this AM. I was up till a little after 1am on the phone with B and did a lot of crying. I ended up paging him around 11:30pm since I didnt hear from him once again and he wasnt answering his new phone. He called…
Dear Diary, Jami, no your comment isnt mean. Its just honest curiosity about the situation. So here is the answer… So many times I read what you have to say about B and I always end up wondering this: what does a healthy, 20 something, male, with no house payment (home insurance, taxes etc) that…
Dear Diary, Goodmorning. Thanks Lisa for your comment. When you said go to Domestic Relations, is this the same as me going through the district attorney? I was advised by group members that I can go to the courthouse and pay 25 cents for a copy of the support order that has been done. So…
Dear Diary, Im so out of it in my mind today. Just not one of those days where I can seem to focus well. I got my period this AM. YAY! I always get happy to see it. Even though Im careful, condomns arent always 100% ya know? So YAY! Well I have a free…
Dear Diary, Goodmorning. 🙂 B is asleep in my bed right now. I was really sad again yesterday, wondering why he doesnt call, he isnt online, he now has his own phone and I dont see him? Or get a call? I was going to Moms for dinner with the kids, and sat there thinking…
Dear Diary, Im dealing with some anger right now. At my ex. Its nothing new, and nothing new he has or hasnt done. Its just a deep anger right now. Mad that he has still avoided things. I know it will all come down on him eventually. It just pisses me off. It makes me…
Dear Diary, Do you realize how hard it is for me to just not ask myself WHY? I sit here this evening and tell myself “Dont ask why Vicky, just say how you feel. Express it, dont try to figure it out, just let it out.” So I guess that is what I will do…
Dear Diary, After I wrote that, about a minute later Im here crying. I just want B to say hes coming over after work tonight to stay with me, that he will arrive late, but that its worth it, because he misses me. I want to be in his arms. Or I want B to…
Dear Diary, Darnit, woke up at 7:30 am both days I get to sleep in and I couldnt get back to sleep. Been in bed and watched some Bev Hills 90210 reruns. I used to love watching that show. B got in last night and we spoke online. He said he was feeling blah, wasnt…