Dear Diary, Was just looking at the latest on the Sniper shooting story. I have a friend in Manassas. I was just imagining the fear living in the areas where these have happened. I know someone can shoot you any day anywhere, but you dont really think about it. I do my day to day…
Dear Diary, Yeah here I am again. Just so many things in my head today. Jen thanks for the comment about the Music dude thing. I actually was going to write about that and was thinking exactly about what you said. Even that night when he and I were hanging out watching TV, he was…
Dear Diary, Morning. I was so tired this AM, just didnt want to get out of bed. Wanted to just SLEEP. I have been waking up later and later and Im amazed I still manage to get ready and the kids off to school in time! But I do! I was up till about 12:30…
Dear Diary, Was just reading this from an EHarmony newsletter I get. Just note for myself 🙂 How to make a Clean Break Up 1. Tell the person what you like and appreciate about them. 2. Point out their strengths and what drew you to them in the beginning. 3. Express what you like about…
Dear Diary, Well as much as Im glad the work day is over, sitting home makes me sad. 🙁 I mope. I dont have much motivation. I am sad. I was driving today and thinking about this thing with B. In the past I was a young whiney needy girl who had to spend every…
Dear Diary, I wrote my entry then started a bath. I got in the tub and just started to cry. I began to write letters to B in my head of how much I love him but how this isnt working. A heartfelt type of talk and imagining us talking through this. Its like B…
OH! By the way. I went on my buddy list tonight and removed a bunch of brainless males from it whos name I cant stand looking at any longer. And wondering why on earth I glare at those names anyways? God I wouldnt even go out with them, dont talk to them much, but every…
Dear Diary, Just needed to write as feelings of loneliness wash over me. Just dealing my own self. My fear of being alone. My fear of not having a person to run too, to call, to call my own. At times I feel so cool and okay in my situation. I spend most of the…
Dear Diary, Morning. Still feeling bleh, kinda lost I guess. Having things pour over and over in my mind. I cant wait to get over this hump, my work enthusiasm is low right now and I need to perk that back up. I didnt hear from B yesterday. It was his first day of the…
Dear Diary, Just sitting here tonight. Have my kids back. Drop off went well. Ex’s Uncle drove ex and the kids this time, so that was good to meet my Mom. Its just weird to see the kids whenever I get them back. They are never all happy. They are normally kinda somber, serious faced….