Dear Diary, Was just reading Jen’s entry on going to court for her divorce to be done. I wonder if I will be emotional and cry when the day of final closure legally comes? I feel a little numb at the moment over the whole legal process. Since Im in Limbo still. Just feels like…
Dear Diary, Not sure if I ever posted this song in my diary, Its by Pink. The first time I heard it, ohhh boy. I still cry when I hear it. And if you havent seen the video, she has this adorable little girl alongside her playing her as a child mouthing the words. What…
Dear Diary, Got a gift today from boss. In the form of $$$. Also told Im doing a great job. So today I was able to get all my bills caught up. Buy a few more Christmas presents for the kids, all the home things I needed to get (Toiletries, cleaning supplies, Dog Food) and…
Dear Diary, Well Im sitting here today kinda feeling bleh. Rundown tired in the eves. I just want to sit and I feel cold. I sit in my jacket and just watch TV. No energry to do much else. I brought the dog in tonight. Hes sitting just a few feet away from me on…
Dear Diary, Weather here was awful today. Raining and MAJOR Winds. Power at work kept flickering. But didnt go out on us. But some places closed down and one of the highschools did also since they couldnt keep power. B is whats on my mind right now. I worry about him. He said last night…
Dear Diary, Morning. I woke up and dreaded the day. Im still feeling rundown with a cold. I so badly wanted to call in sick, but knew I could manage working. I dont want to blow any of my vacation hours on sick days if I can help it. So here I am. I get…
Dear Diary, I just got an email from B at work. 🙂 He took his car by the mechanic and they just adjusted the brakes. Whew its all good to go. The guy didnt even charge him, said “You owe me a 6 pack of Pepsi” Cool! He also said tho his front end is…
Dear Diary, Well I decorated all eve yesterday. But my nose was runny. I was feeling a little sicky but nothing too bad, wasnt sure if it was animal allergies from the party house or if Im coming down with something. I got a lot done, but opened up the Christmas decorations to find my…
Dear Diary, I called B last night when I was leaving the episode with my Dad. I was crying. I just told him I got into it with my Dad and I didnt think I was up to driving out. To give me a call later on. B was working that night and wouldnt be…
Dear Diary, I have not been through this with my father since I was a teenager living at home. Tonight my father did one of his irrational accusation/blame episodes on ME! My Mom went to take my kids for the drop off with Ex. I drove to my parents to wait for her and hang…