B to the Rescue

Dear Diary,

I called B last night when I was leaving the episode with my Dad. I was crying. I just told him I got into it with my Dad and I didnt think I was up to driving out. To give me a call later on. B was working that night and wouldnt be in till late.

Well he called me at home shortly after I got there. Said he would come over.

Problem with the job and party getting cancelled.

So he arrived at my place a little after 10pm. I wanted to call him and ask him to grab me some cookies (My drug, Im a cookie lover) Well he gets to my door. And he comes with a bag. First off he looked DAMN GOOD! I was like Oh Wow! He was dressed for work, some new clothes he bought, his hair is fuller, he just looked so sexy.

And in his hand he had a bag! In it were my favorite drinks, fruity flavored wine coolers, and a box of Milano Mint cookies that I love. He then put his things down and just hugged me with his wonderful hugs. I said “I saw what you gotttt!” hes all “Wha???” all funny playing with me. I told him how I was wanting that, he said “See, Im ahead of ya, I know what ya need, Im not a jackass all the time”

I just hugged him, he said he really needed a bath or shower, so I ran him a bath and talked to him while he was in the tub about what happened with Dad, and he talked about his nite of driving all over then work cancelled.

We then snuggled up on the couch and had our wine coolers, then some of the cookies. It felt so nice. I felt so taken care of. And he picked up things to bring for me that he new I liked.

He said he was really tired, so we headed to bed, laid there for about an hour watching tv then passed out to sleep. It was so nice, I love having him in my bed beside me. I got up at 4am to use the bathroom and I just love crawling back in and snuggling up to him. We sleep really well together, but the other thing is when either one of us awakes, the other seems to, and just hugs or snuggles up to the other, he does it with me also so I really like that about him.

I did tho have a scratchy throat, runny nose feeling. It started when I stopped by a friends house, they have a indoor dog so I thought it was my allergies, maybe? But its now a day later and my nose has been runny. I went to the Christmas Tea Party today and I was sneezing there, more pet hair, but I think this is a cold or flu. Not sure yet. So Im supposed to drive out to B’s tonight, stay over and spend tomorrow with him till I return for the kids. Which will be nice, but I hope I dont get worse. Im gonna bring theraflu with me tonight.

The party was nice. Ate all these yummy things I cant even begin to describe. This woman is a pro at this stuff and a few friends helped. So they make all these neat sandwhiches, salad, desserts, teas. We had this salad and it was so yummy! Very strange looking but MMMMM. She also gave me a christmas gift as did one of her moms friends I dont even know! She brought gifts for everyone! So i got a cute little Santa Ladle type dish and a Very nice serving utensil with a christmas tree on the handle. Very cute things! And we just sat around and talked.

The house was beautiful w ith all the Christmas decorations. She has so many pretty things, this is my girlfriends moms house. And she lives alone, but her place is beautiful, nice comfy sitting areas, by the windows, wicker furniture with cushions. Just cute, made me want to go home and decorate. So tonight I pulled out my christmas decorations, still have to get the tree tho! Hopefully tomorrow! I cleaned the kitchen floor. Put one of the sides down on my kitchen table, just for a change and to take up less space, Pulled out a pretty burgundy table cloth and did a lot around my kitchen area, and started some in the living room.

I just want to shop so bad but cant afford too. I want to buy christmas decor items. But cant. But I do have enough to work with. 🙂 Kids will be excited tomorrow nite when they get home to see it all.

I just cant find my Christmas CDs yet with my christmas music.

Two of them are cassettes, I really need to replace two of them. I have a Michael W Smith Christmas album on cassette I need to get in CD version.

So my house is half decorated. Ive got one childs room totally clean and am washing his bed spread. I just wish I had the rest of the house clean. Just dont have the time and energy. Somedays I really wish I could afford a housekeeper. Im on the working mom end of things now, and Im a good housekeeper, but I dont like not being able to be on top of things. I like to clean thourougly and organize things , but that requires time, and I need to buy some organizer containers which cost $$$.

Next year right! Come tax refund time!

The growth on my dog has gotten worse, tumor whatever it is. I am going to make some calls this week just to ask how much it would cost if they can even tell me to have it removed. It looks horrible and its growing faster. 🙁 I feel terrible about it, I just dont have big Cash to spend on a pet. But if its somewhat reasonable I will try and come up with it. At the rate its growing, I dont want this poor dog looking liek a freak and walking around with it, hes acting fine still, but it looks totally nasty.

Sigh. 🙁