I was reading up on Affects of Stress and all. And I found this, it reminded me of FloatsonClouds also and her entry about working moms and all. So just wanted to post this…… From this website on Affects of Stress http://www.amwa-doc.org/publications/WCHealthbook/stressamwa-ch09.html Why Women Are So Vulnerable ——————————————————————————– While it is true that men may…
Dear Diary, Ive got a lot of up and down feelings right now. Im not sure what they all mean, but my body is reacting in ways, so Im listening to it, and just going with how it feels. B has wanted to do something on our Anniv date of when we first started to…
Dear Diary, Anyways, I talked to my Gym Buddy on the phone last night, Told him briefly was up. Since hes my good friend and looks out for me. He just said that yes a man has to treat a woman with respect, and he shakes his head at men these days and how they…
Morning, I fell asleep at my usual 11pm while talking to B. Prior to that I told B what Gym Guy had said, how it pissed me off. B said “Vicky, I know its rude and totally disrespectful what he said, but also you have to look at it like this. He hasnt been with…
Morning, Well another night feeling so sleepy practically dropping the phone saying Goodnite to B. I was out just before 11pm. Up about 7:15 am. I wasnt dragging as bad today. Went to gym yesterday, Gym guy and I smiled, my buddy was there also and talking to me between his sets. So first news,,,,…
Dear Diary, First off want to thank Jen for the card and gift certificate. THANK YOU! I have not gotten out any cards this christmas, first time in YEARS Ive not done it, and kinda funny my close girlfriends have sent me cards that just arrived this week. So guess everyone was pretty behind this…
Dear Diary, Just some more letters. First one I wrote to B…. I dont mind you sharing the letters at all, 🙂 I think we are getting pretty good with one another to tell eachother what we need, dont need, dont want to hear, when weve had enough, when we need a break, etc. So…
In Response to Marcella’s comment…. Hey by the way! I looked at your diary and you havent updated it in forever! Whats going on with you and the baby!??? I want an update okay? How are you doing????? I do agree, B was hurting me, I was hurting myself staying and I HAD TO BREAKUP…
Dear Diary, Well, what a way to kill the way I was feeling about Gym Guy today, guess it was needed. I go into counseling. I hadnt been in 4 mos! My therapist said I even looked different, shes all “Have you lost weight?” Im all yeah about 5-7 pds. Wouldnt think that would be…
Dear Diary, I have been incredibly tired since Sunday night. Hard to wake up in the AM, tired early, falling asleep while on phone with B at night which isnt common. I know a lot of it was since I was around Gym Dude and him staying over, I didnt get as much sleep, up…