Good Things

Dear Diary, Well just got in. Eating my fave Cajun Chicken Salad. Signed online, wanted to see B, since there was some big Muscle and Fitness guy there today. I figured B may have heard of him. So when I told him he was thrilled, said he loves that guy and was shocked he was…

Ga Ga Men

Dear Diary, I feel like such a dorky high school girl. :)~ The sound man has been here the past few days. He is here every so often, I wrote about him long ago, I have known him since the marriage. Ex and I went to the local theatre and he gave us a tour…

Guy Pals

Dear Diary, Well just sitting here relaxing, the gym really wiped me out today. My legs were weak as I left. I talked to B some online earlier today. We discussed the anniversary of 9/11 tommorow. He said basically that if anything does happen tommorow it wont impact the either of us. Who is going…

My Lil Reflection

Dear Diary, Im kinda just here today. Im not feeling all overly into the rembrance thing today. Not that I dont mind it, just that Im not actively seeking to be a part if that makes any sense? Kids are singing some patriotic songs in school today and all wearing red, white and blue. I…

bleh Morning

Dear Diary, Morning. I still feel kinda bleh. I think I just feel a lot of uncertainty, confusion perhaps? Its not that anything has exactly HAPPENED to ME. But its just everything around me? The feeling to move is one aspect, the ex returning, wondering where this relationship between B and I will go or…