Dear Diary, Ive been feeling kinda blah today, and part of it hit me. Im not proud to admit this but its reality of things I feel. My phone is not ringing. I think I got so caught up in the rush, being pursued actively by 2 men, phone calls all throughout the day just…
Dear Diary, Morning. I was asleep before 11pm last night, I just got so instantly tired and had to go to sleep. I got the kids, got in, cleaned up my office some. I am so anxious to do more home decorating again. I think namely the big thing is I want some new furniture,…
Dear Diary, Just got in tonight from seeing B. He wrote this… “Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. It is so hard to watch you drive away. I can just stand there and smile. Happy memories flood my mind. YAY! It is nice to see you. Sometimes I fear it is too nice. Fear to sink back into it. But…
B played this song for me last night. Said it reminded him of us… Brand New Day Words and music by sting How many of you people out there Been hurt in some kind of love affair And how many times do you swear that youâll never love again? How many lonely, sleepless nights How…
Dear Diary, Morning. I walked into the bathroom this AM and just smiled in the mirror at myself. Hello to me, and Im okay with who I am. Im okay spending the night alone when I very well could have it otherwise. I got off work early on New Years Eve, took a 45 min…
Dear Diary, I went to the gym, did some errands, some shopping, home cleaning up before heading out to the valley to see B. We are going to see House of Sand and Fog tonight and Im going to stay over, tomm want to go shopping and hes excited to go with. As Im cleaning…
Dear Diary, This is difficult to write, as Im still in a state of shock over what transpired last night. 🙁 Something bad happened. I was shopping after work with the kids, Gym guy called me earlier asking if I wanted to see him that night, I just told him to call me after the…
Dear Diary, To the comment. Im not offended at all. Gym Guy just phoned me, I answered, he said “I just want to apologize” I said “For what?” He said “The way I acted, Im just jealous, Its the New year and I figured youd want to start the New Year with the person you…
Dear Diary, Wow, Deep breath……… :::::::Breath out::::::::: Im doing something and its different. And Im nervous. Not in a bad way but its just different. Im not used to this. B had asked me if I wanted to do anything for New Years Eve. He asked me about a Christian Night at Knotts Berry Farm…
Dear Diary, Ive been thinking, what is it I want in a partner? I want someone with a strong work ethic Someone who likes kids Someone who is responsible Kindhearted Affectionate Sexually compatible, makes love but also can be playful erotic, depending on the mood. Someone who likes to travel and see places, site see,…