Dear Diary, Morning. Well I didnt talk to B at all yesterday afternoon, or eve or before bed. I get all weird feeling when I dont hear a word from him. Just dont know where he is or anything. I do appreciate the calls before bed. I was a bit frustrated yesterday and calling all…
Dear Diary, Can I just feel a moment of hate for the man again? My little one lost a crown I discovered this weekend. So now just add this to the dental work Ive been waiting on for MONTHS cause off my asshole ex. Yes Victoria, your Ex cannot be counted on to care for…
Dear Diary, Hello 🙂 Well I had a nice weekend. Friday night B had to work and was working about an hour north of where I live. So I said if he wanted they could drop him off on his way back and Id bring him home sometime during the weekend. He sounded iffy about…
Dear Diary, Good Morning. Im feeling a little ancy at the moment. Still with stirred up feelings over Ex things. Some anger that keeps surfacing off and on within me. I think I need to rephrase it, its frustration and digust. And then learning to move beyond that, accept this is how my ex has…
Dear Diary, Well here I am again. Ever just feel such an anger at people? Yes one has to turn that anger into action. Action for the future and to protect oneself and how to avoid being wronged again. I keep getting told this world is not FAIR. I understand that much. Its just very…
Dear Diary, I dont really recall what my whole last entry said so if I repeat myself, oh well. Basically I filed for legal separation Jan 2001. Retained an attorney around March 2001. They never established a support order for me. Why? I dont know to be honest. I had no clue how this process…
Dear Diary, Well just got out of meeting at attny office. Im angry. I was angry walking out, and tears filling my eyes. Im disgusted at that attorney I had before. Im disgusted by the practices of his office staff. We wrote up the proposal to my ex’s attny. They are faxing it today. Everyone,…
Dear Diary, Well just was browsing Vegas hotels for my trip the end of this month. HA! Im all excited. And I dont even have a hotel booked or a sitter lined up yet! Im thinking I can sway mom for thurs and friday since the kids will be in school from 8am to 6pm…
Dear Diary, I miss B. :::Sigh::: I miss my Baby. It was so wonderful to have him here. He left me a note with my Bear all snuggled up in the covers of my bed. A whole front and back lined sheet of paper letter too! 🙂 I was surprised. Told me how he loves…
Dear Diary, Ok Diary is back up, if you missed an entry just go back and read. B headed home, he got called on his way by my work and they want him to work tonight! Woohoo! Thats cool cause he needs the money and he was just heading home. Also his gym buddy is…