Lying Irresponsible 1$!*$((#@

Dear Diary,

Can I just feel a moment of hate for the man again?

My little one lost a crown I discovered this weekend. So now just add this to the dental work Ive been waiting on for MONTHS cause off my asshole ex.

Yes Victoria, your Ex cannot be counted on to care for his children.

I called Mom she said she would loan me the money but to write ex and tell him and say its an emergency.

Ive heard nothing and I wrote Ex on Saturday. I just sent him another email to his work and personal account once again.

I even wrote to a personal radio show in the morning that gives away cash for people with needs with their bills. Hey anything is worth a shot right?

Im like My God this is a 6 yr old cant I get any help?

So because we have a medical plan (which my ex is behind on and my boss is footing the bill to keep it going for us)

I cannot qualify for dental cal since we have medical insurance. The whole system is fucked up if you ask me.

We have insurance so we arent entitled to dental.

I have browsed the net and found a free dental clinic in Los Angeles. I got an appointment but that will be just for X RAYS! and that is SEPT 16th!!!!

I have to give my kiddo soft foods because if he eats anything hard it makes the tooth hurt.

So I called a family member of my Ex’s whos daughter works for a dentist to see if she knows of any place local that can help. I cannot go to the dentist where my kids have been going cause its cash up front and no payment plans.

Last resort is borrow from Mom but Im trying to see if I have any other available resources or if I can get some assistance.

I guess most of all IM ANGRY.

At moments like these I hate him so much and just want him totally out of our lives. I wrote him a letter again and let him have it. Saying hes not paid the health premiums in months. He hasnt paid me support, and I cant take the kids in for their dental since he hasnt provided me a policy. He claims he has one which at this point hes either a total forgetful idiot, or hes just a LIAR. Which I believe hes just been lying to me all along.

Why people lie about such things is beyond me.

I also go into the attnys office after work to sign some papers and I will address my immediate need and the dental plan since this has transpired during our divorce process. Him dropping us, they said he has to reinstate the children, but I need a letter out ASAP. I may not mean crap seeing as the support order hes already failed this month on paying. But I at least want paperwork going into his attorney showing what an asshole her client is.

So I will get it figured out by the end of the day what Im gonna do with my child.

Can I just repeat again what an ASSHOLE IRRESPONSIBLE LYING JERK MY EX IS?