Dear Diary, Well a little more thoughts on the B thing now. I went over there to talk to him. I guess some ways feeling I was going to have a “Lets not be exclusive or break up” or something talk. But he was super friendly, nice, kind, open, listened to me, let me speak,…

Dear Diary, Ahh back to the weekly grind. Its weird now that I have started doing things or going away on weekends. It feels like Im worlds away and I dont want to go back. 🙂 I love my job though, and to be honest, that is probably ultimately what keeps me here. Ok so…

Dear Diary, Im exhausted. I think moreso mentally. I had a great time with Music Dude. We went to the Los Angeles Art Museum. My first time there. Music dude is so cool looking. Totally casual, sorta grunge lookingish style. He is really COOL in the total sense of the word. The walk, the talk,…

Dear Diary, Well looks like Im spending my free friday night at home. But by choice. I was so tired when I got done today. And came home, took off my clothes, put on the cooler and laid in my bed, closed the blinds, ahhhhh relaxation! I did talk online briefly, Music dude was on….

Dear Diary, Today is going to be hectic! I have to take boss to Dr and all. Then when Im done get kids early, meet up with Mom and get them off to meet their Dad. Then attempt the gym after that if Im not too tired. No call from B last night. Got up…

Dear Diary, Kinda in a wandering state around my house. Thinking about B. About how I miss him. The him I used to see. The one who peeks out at times but not for too long. But it also reminds me of similar feelings my friend J is going thru with her situation. B is…

Dear Diary, Well was online eariler today with B and asked him about a project at work he said he help with but then got cut off so didnt get his response. Then when I came back he was gone and no email all day. Drove boss wifey around, then came back to work a…

Dear Diary, Morning. I get to go play Chauffer today for boss wifey. 🙂 I love spending time with her so that will be a nice change in pace. I still dont know what Im doing this weekend. B wants me to come stay the night. He is working friday and sat night. So he…

Dear Diary, Well I have been juggling Messengers with Mr Comedy and Music Dude. Mr Comedy have been having a real heated discussion. Basically hes throwing a fit that he doesnt have me, and that he doesnt want to be friends if there cant be a “RELATIONSHIP” meaning “sex” with me. And then telling me…

Dear Diary, Whew, busy busy busy! Its a little nice to be busy in ways that dont have to always do with relationship stuff with a partner. 🙂 Boss wifey came in yesterday and we had a good talk. B was here before that before heading home and actually stayed a good while with me…