Dear Diary, Wow, Deep breath……… :::::::Breath out::::::::: Im doing something and its different. And Im nervous. Not in a bad way but its just different. Im not used to this. B had asked me if I wanted to do anything for New Years Eve. He asked me about a Christian Night at Knotts Berry Farm…

Dear Diary, D just called me. Asked me if Im coming to his Drs appt tomm. I said “Well you just told me that you said we could be friends, so I didnt that Id be going” He replied “Well it doesnt mean that you dont have a right to know either. Meaning hear the…

Dear Diary, I phoned gym guy this AM. To say Hello, and asked how he was doing. He said “Not so good” He told me basically that I was lying and sneaking around seeing my Ex boyfriend. That last night I told him on the phone “We are not boyfriend and girlfriend” and he said…

Dear Diary, Goodmorning. Well its almost noon! The kids are playing in the kitchen with figures and toy helicopters and have built something for them on the kitchen table. I have had to break them up a few times, the arguing. I listen, my little one manipulates my older one. When in fact, if my…

Okay! I hit the great part I was reading and laughed over. A Lover or a Mother? Although he is a grown man, inside there is a 3 yr old causing Appreciation Deficit Disorder. Whenever you nag it activates this toddler and you have a 30 second windwo before youve activated his “Little Boy Gland”…

Dear Diary, Ahh got a call at 10am from my little ones school, he said he didnt feel good and they took temp and he was ok, so she asked me if I wanted to get him or send him back to class, I asked to speak to him. He said his head and throat…

Dear Diary, Morning! Well its Friday YAY! I so need to sleep in! But I have no idea what its gonna be like with the new puppy around. Since she will need to be watched for 5-7 days. Ill talk more about that in a min… So I went to the gym yesterday. I skipped…

Dear Diary, Morning! Well I got offline last night and there was a message from B at about 11:15. He had said he called earlier but thought he had the wrong number and realized it was my Mom who answered the phone. Dingaling, he can call my cell phone. Anyways, class was done early so…

Dear Diary, Ok HOLY COW! Im reading my book, it arrived “Why Men Love Bitches” and the title by the way is not referring to BITCH as mean , Joan Collins Dynasty Type. Its referring to self assured women who dont make a men the center of everything who dont overcompensate, etc etc Ok Im…

Dear Diary, Oh wanted to add a little more, Nothing major. When I was at the barn dance thing Sat nite, Gym buddy came and grabbed me to go dance. I was all NOOO! And everyone is all GOOO! And pushing me, and he started to pull me out and I grabbed onto another lady….