Dear Diary, I have been incredibly tired since Sunday night. Hard to wake up in the AM, tired early, falling asleep while on phone with B at night which isnt common. I know a lot of it was since I was around Gym Dude and him staying over, I didnt get as much sleep, up…
Dear Diary, Morning. I was asleep before 11pm last night, I just got so instantly tired and had to go to sleep. I got the kids, got in, cleaned up my office some. I am so anxious to do more home decorating again. I think namely the big thing is I want some new furniture,…
B played this song for me last night. Said it reminded him of us… Brand New Day Words and music by sting How many of you people out there Been hurt in some kind of love affair And how many times do you swear that youâll never love again? How many lonely, sleepless nights How…
Dear Diary, Just got in tonight from seeing B. He wrote this… “Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. It is so hard to watch you drive away. I can just stand there and smile. Happy memories flood my mind. YAY! It is nice to see you. Sometimes I fear it is too nice. Fear to sink back into it. But…
Dear Diary, I went to the gym, did some errands, some shopping, home cleaning up before heading out to the valley to see B. We are going to see House of Sand and Fog tonight and Im going to stay over, tomm want to go shopping and hes excited to go with. As Im cleaning…
Dear Diary, Morning. I walked into the bathroom this AM and just smiled in the mirror at myself. Hello to me, and Im okay with who I am. Im okay spending the night alone when I very well could have it otherwise. I got off work early on New Years Eve, took a 45 min…
Dear Diary, To the comment. Im not offended at all. Gym Guy just phoned me, I answered, he said “I just want to apologize” I said “For what?” He said “The way I acted, Im just jealous, Its the New year and I figured youd want to start the New Year with the person you…
Dear Diary, This is difficult to write, as Im still in a state of shock over what transpired last night. 🙁 Something bad happened. I was shopping after work with the kids, Gym guy called me earlier asking if I wanted to see him that night, I just told him to call me after the…
Dear Diary, Ah just things flooding through my head. I am so physically attracted to Gym guy its not even funny. He just sat there on the couch last night and I just look at him and wow. Im so intensly drawn, I have to say in all my dating ventures or boyfriends, ex, etc,…
Dear Diary, Ive been thinking, what is it I want in a partner? I want someone with a strong work ethic Someone who likes kids Someone who is responsible Kindhearted Affectionate Sexually compatible, makes love but also can be playful erotic, depending on the mood. Someone who likes to travel and see places, site see,…