Dear Diary, Im sleepy. Was up till almost 3am! EEKS! I got my period today, so yeah that explains my funk yesterday, and why I was so emotional last night. Ugh, not the best time to go into big emotional deep convos, and at that time in the morning. Was on the phone with B…
Dear Diary, Im in a irritable mood right now. Im equating it to my period soon to arrive. Which it should. So? I am feeling a bit lonely tonight. Just having that feeling of wishing I had someone I was “with” and secure with and knew it was going to last and ready to go…
Dear Diary, I didnt write everything yesterday. The kids came back from seeing their Dad less tattly this time. But my youngest walked in and said ” ### is not a liar” referring to ex’s girlfriend. I wasnt going to debate this issue with a 6 yr old. I just said Ok. Well as we…
Dear Diary, Dickhead returns. Im like what the hell? I find this email this AM. Just when you think you have started to settle things with him. He does this??? This camper shell has sat in our driveway for 3 yrs, then a few years at our rental house. He told me last year he…
Dear Diary, Dont feel like writing much, been at the courthouse from 8:30-3:00. The custody agreement is DONE! Its in WRITING AND COURT ORDERED!!!!!! Everything stayed the same that we have come to an agreement on!!!! We also finished out the summer, holiday, visitation schedule and all that. So its DONE!!! YAY YAY YAY! Ex…
Dear Diary, Ahhh what a strange day. Talked with B online earlier today, asked him if he was annoyed with me and he said yes a little. Saying he doesnt know how to read me, and Im saying the same thing. He enjoys silence and just having me around, me on the other hand take…
Dear Diary, I feel like crying right now, and I really am not totally sure why. Ive been feeling like this most of the AM. I mean I know there are contributing factors, stresses, I guess I cant just pinpoint one thing, and I guess it doesnt have to be one thing. B came out…
Dear Diary, B wants to come over early. Umm Wow? I said sure just hang out with kids and I until we go drop them off at VBS then head out for his Bday dinner. I have had no time to get him a gift or a card and sorta feel bad. I am of…
Dear Diary, Well Im all peeling all over my face, icky. Forget trying to apply makeup today Im all like a shedding snake. Had meeting yesterday at new attny office. My old one still had no sent my file over! So I said I would drive over myself and get it. So basically the girl…
Oh I forgot, I had a dream last night I went out to eat with my ex and the kids and my ex got angry and threw my oldest child’s plate at the restaraunt. At that point I told him he needed to get help for his anger problem and he couldnt come over to…