Dear Diary, I started an entry then got knocked offline and lost it. GRRRR Its pouring rain as a type. Ahhh I liked the sunshine ya know???? Well I spent the eve online with Music Dude. B came on later and I told him I needed to go out and have some fun and I…

Dear Diary, Got off work, and gave B a phone call. He has his own extension now, and I dont call him too often, Just because hes so serious and doesnt like to talk in front of people and is short on the phone. Which is fine, but not the kinda person you can just…

Dear Diary, Morning. Yawwwnnn, I didnt want to get out of bed. I planned on going into work earlier, but NOPE didnt happen. I was asleep a little after 11pm. Which is early for me. So I was out of bed at 7:30am. I painted last night. I have 2 sections of the lower living…

Dear Diary, OHHHHHHH, WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOWWW. Im home from my facial and facial massage. Omgosh it was so relaxing. You know I think it relaxes me better then a body massage? I didnt fall asleep this time, but I could have, I was to the point where my body was starting to twitch like I was dozing…

Dear Diary, LOL DAISEY! I dont know how old he is. Im gonna GUESS hes late 30’s? But I suck with identifying people and age. He looks totally youthful, but he has a beard, umm is it Fred Durst who wears the beard just down the center of his chin? Teach wheres his like that…

Dear Diary, Morning. Came into work earlier then normal. So I went to class last night. Okay I swear am I just gonna become some sexually charged 30 something female??? I walk up to class and there is the teacher. Ohhh boy. Yummy! LOL Am I so bad or what? But I seriously cannot help…

Dear Diary, Just got home. Stopped by and placed an order for my new mattress on my way home. Will take 1-2 weeks for it to arrive. YAY! Cant wait. Also listening to the radio and news about Elizabeth Smart being found. I was amazed, since it was so long she was missing. Im glad…

Thanks all for your comments. Yes I am aware the sex thing isnt about me. That was why I went and read the book on adults abused as kids. I really am beginning to think that may be where a lot of it lies. Anyways, I wrote B a letter. I wrote another first that…

Dear Diary, In response to a private comment I got about how to help B get turned on. Umm I did everything you wrote. I was writing him emails throughout the day, talking about how badly I wanted to kiss him, be pressed up against the wall, for him to grab the back of my…

Dear Diary, Morning. Went to the gym after work yesterday. All the cardio machines I like were taken and all I could find was a treadmill in the corner. So off I went. There is this older man I say Hi to whenever I see him. Hes always doing the bicycles and reading books. We…