Whats the Deal?

Dear Diary, Waiting for my sister to reply to me online. We spoke on the phone last night. She said that her husband left Saturday afternoon, said he was going fishing and his girlfriend was watching the girls for him Sunday while he fished. It was after 9pm Sunday eve and they hadnt come back….

Not So Bad

Dear Diary, Its about 8pm. Just sitting here relaxing amongst my mess. Im looking forward to the upcoming weekend and next week. Back to my old routine of work, kids in school, daily gym time, trips to the post office… Kids have been out of school so my schedule has been off. I miss the…

Other Woman

Morning, Was up late again last night. B and I were up reading over the phone till about 11:30pm. I phoned my sister afterwards and we ended up talking till almost 1am, then I went to sleep. She was writing an email to her husbands girlfriend. I didnt know that 2 days after the whole…

Shut me Down

Dear Diary, :::Sigh::: I have to wait a couple hours to talk to B. I went to counseling today and we discussed some of the issues Im feeling inside and basically my therapist had me go through a lot of scenarios and the problem is Im not communicating to B what I want or expect….