Dear Diary, So much to say, just not sure if I have the time to write it all. Do my best but might have to take breaks. I got about 2 hrs sleep before Court. I felt better though emotionally when I woke up. My sister drove down to go with me. Sat there from…
Dear Diary, I am in an emotional tailspin at the moment. I just want to hide away and cry. I just got my kids back. And of course the immediatly wanted to mentioned the woman I know my ex is dating who faked stupid as my friend at the bank last month asking me about…
Dear Diary, I didnt even check my home machine! My kids called about 3 times on there, and twice on my home voice mail. Messages of them and this woman and my ex talking. The kids just sitting there. I asked the kids tonight why they called me so much. They said “I missed you…
Dear Diary, Well Im a lil angry now. Im like just wanting my kids away from my ex. He uses his visitation time to be with women? And I wonder why on earth I wanted full custody. This is why! Ive been in a divorce chat this eve and talking with people about these issues….
Dear Diary, :::Crying::: I went out to feed my dog tonight. He didnt come. HES MISSING! I checked my gate its locked in place. The kids and I just sat crying, hes a big part of our family. Hes been with us for about 5 yrs and the best dog ever with the kids and…
Dear Diary, Still awake, its about 1:30am. I wonder if I will sleep at all tonight. I pray the Lord give me strength tommorow. That the truth is shown, that the judges are wise, that my attorney does his job well as I have been told her does. I rest on the faith that he…
Dear Diary, Its almost 4am. Im still awake. I had some guy online want to talk. I have a calling plan where I dial a code so nobody can see my number and its free in my state unlimited long distance. I told him no sex talk. That I was emotionally upset. He was this…
Dear Diary, Well I showered, paint my toe nails. I bought this Chrome nail polish, its a pink chrome, hee hee flashy toes. I plan to go out tonight, to do what I have no clue yet. Go to a movie alone maybe? Dunno? No word from boyfriend and hes not online. Well I went…
Dear Diary, Just posted that last entry, then hopped in the bathtub. I was thinking while I was in there about the comment from computer guy. That was very nice. It made me feel good. When I was driving from work to the counseling today, I was on the freeway. Thinking to myself how much…
Chat tonight with Boyfriend. Him- I was in heaven, all i would have needed was you nakie and some hot sex =0P~~~ how are you Me : ( Him: why so? i miss something? or just sad cause? Me: Its like Im dealing with so much right now,a nd dont get me wrong I love…