Men Caring About Me
Dear Diary,
Well I showered, paint my toe nails. I bought this Chrome nail polish, its a pink chrome, hee hee flashy toes.
I plan to go out tonight, to do what I have no clue yet.
Go to a movie alone maybe? Dunno? No word from boyfriend and hes not online.
Well I went to the gym and saw my gym buddy. He was so shocked to see me and immediatly walked up close to me. I was sensing he wanted to hug, but wasnt sure, we have never hugged before. So he then asked “Can I hug you?” and I said yes. He said he was worried about me. We had been working out regularly, and then I just dissapeared for over 2 weeks. No word. I forgot to warn him my kids went off track.
So he spent time with me, we shared stories while working out tonight. He said he wasnt going to leave until I was finished if I didnt mind. Which I didnt. I finally told him something about me. He doesnt know about my marriage, anything. We talk more about work, and working out, and side things at the gym and hes very respectful not to pry.
Hes a fascinating man. Hes 48, although he looks younger. He has an incredible job history in the air force. Told me stories about being at a building that was Bombed in Nato. He investigates online criminal activity at the prison, and is a guy who busts people bringing in drugs and things during visitations to inmates. He also works with a electric razor fence at the prison, said there are only a few people who can operate it and work on it. He is one of them, I guess the fence will kill a person.
He talked to me about men and rage, told me about his life growing up, just fascinating and a very kind man from what I know of him at this point. He left me his email and is going to refer me to a website on divorce matters. Ill see if its as good as he said it was when I hear back.
I guess part of me wanted to ask him what he was doing tonight, if he would like to go and sit in a restaraunt and hang out and talk. But I didnt.
Some guy that knows boyfriend invited me to a Karoke bar tonight with him, his date cancelled on him. But not too interested in driving down to boyfriends area with a guy he knows.
Dont know what im gonna do just yet. But it does feel nice, to have the compliment the other day from the guy at work, and then this man at the gym so happy to see me and attentive and concerned about me.