Dream

Oh I forgot, I had a dream last night I went out to eat with my ex and the kids and my ex got angry and threw my oldest child’s plate at the restaraunt. At that point I told him he needed to get help for his anger problem and he couldnt come over to…

Day with Mr C

Dear Diary, I seriously debated cancelling the day out with Mr Comedy. After our talk last night he said he would meet me at 10:30 am and we could all go to the beach, kids and all. I just kept telling myself let it happen, just for once let something just flow and happen. Well…

Men Men Men

Dear Diary, Good morning. Im packing and getting ready to go home. I just have to wait for the bedsheets to finish washing and put them back on the bed, and my youngest has slept in! WOW, till 9am which is amazing! Im sooo sunburned its not even funny, my face is so red and…

Tears

Dear Diary, Ok so Im writing a lot this weekend. I have been pretty down. Ive been incredibly tired. I sleep. I take naps I just lay in bed here and want to do nothing. I dont know whats up. Im depressed? I feel like crying right now and just going home. Mr C just…

The Path

His hand ran along her cheek, under her chin and pushed the strands of hair along her face back behind her ear. The night was dark, it was still and quiet, no streetlights as they sat on the cushioned outdoor chairs talking about their evenings. He said to her “Where do you get your smile…

Longing

When one sits there and observes others, they take in so much. As I stood around all the families this 4th. The fun and excitement, the young couples standing together affectionately. The girl standing behind her man with her arms around his chest. It makes me long deeply for that. I begin to sit here…

Soooo

Dear Diary, Well Mr C met the kids last night. They were outside playing until almost 11pm! Thats because the whole street was still a buzz with kids and fireworks. The kids had such a great day, although they got toasty on their neck and faces. Since we are closer to the beach the weather…