Dear Diary, Well went to work, then had my Facial/Massage appt after, Oooo yeah baby! God I love that! An hour and a half of pampering. Facial, my neck, shoulders, upper chest, arms and hands massaged. And I requested the girl I had 2 mos ago. I had a different girl last time and she…
Dear Diary, God it feels so good to just smile. 🙂 I had to do a lot of errands for work today, running to various places and picking up things. So I had to stop at the vet today for them and I ran into my old next door neighbors! The ones I lived next…
Dear Diary, Ahhhh, just sitting here relaxing. The weather has gotten REALLY hot since the day Jen left, Jen Im talking like sweaty hot! So you left just in time! I have the back door open and the breeze is blowing in my office, its the coolest room in the house in the eves since…
Dear Diary, Evening. Well a HUGE branch came crackling down from the Elm Tree next to my driveway! My neighbors were out and came over. The husband helped move it onto my yard since there was nowhere else to put it. It was blocking my entire driveway! So I have to call the city tomm…
Dear Diary, Morning. Im grumpy! Grrrr LOL, why? Cause its back to the work regular life routine. :::Sigh::: Jen left this AM, poor thing will be flying all day and with the time differences she wont get in till tonite. B is at training today for work, so cant email tag with him, waaaaa So…
Dear Diary, Well I cant recall if I posted the letter I sent last week to B. After he told me Im too available, and all that crap and talking about how “Yeah I know its a game, but its the way it is” So Ive written how ever since hes been wanting to see…
Dear Diary, Miss Me? heehee. I have to say, well for me personally, I like it when Im too busy for the computer and not spending so much time online. It feels good to be away from it to be honest. B has been fine lately. Funny aint it? He has been calling on my…
Morning, Ohhh just had a tummy ache, oooooooo. Anyways, Jen is here! How weird Im writing and shes like at my house! So I left off with do I have B over or not? Well I didnt respond to his email asking to come over. I just let it go. So that eve when I…
Do you wish to stay locked in the world where she is? Holding tight to Loneliness, saying its your old Friend? Selfishness, Unavailability, Indifference Are these really what makes you feel alive? The words ring over and over She followed you through the halls Begging for answers, begging for love. Asking WHY? “Im working on…
Dear Diary, Woa, had a bad side effect to the Xenadrine after I wrote earlier. My vision was all blurry, spotty, then sorta like rippling water. I did write B and he told me to eat quite a bit and drink a lot of water. If it persisted worst scenario he said throw it up….