School Sanitation

Dear Diary, Not sure how much Ill write right now. Just an overview. Christmas eve with siblings was very nice, Late nite Christmas eve with B was hurtful and inconsiderate. I have a lot of inner turmoil right now over the relationship and what I need to do for MYSELF. Christmas Day was weird with…

Dear Diary, Its Midnight. I missed the last Friends episode, forgot about it and I havent really been following it anyways. I really only remember watching two TV Shows I was really into and seeing the final episodes…. Little House on the Prairie and Beverly Hills 90210, haha, Beverly Hills 90210 was the last show…

Dear Diary, I called B tonight,,, to pick up where we left off last night, it went okay, then it got tense, I cried, he began to talk and vent out frustration after fear after frustration, I listened, we didnt fight, but at several points I just said “What do you want with me?” He…

Dear Diary, Oops forgot to mention the chat with the ex last night. When it gets to him questioning me about a person, that was the woman he was dating that I knew personally and had no idea she was dating my ex and she played all friendly to me, then later on few mos…

Dear Diary, Its almost 4am. Im still awake. I had some guy online want to talk. I have a calling plan where I dial a code so nobody can see my number and its free in my state unlimited long distance. I told him no sex talk. That I was emotionally upset. He was this…

Dear Diary, Im missing boyfriends closeness at the moment. Im missing feeling thought of and wanted. Hes in computer land Im guessing, thats how he gets when hes into some new thing that he has learned about his computer. He gets very focused and sort of goes into Puter Nerd. I just feel strange, Its…