Stormy Night

Dear Diary, Just relaxing right now. Debating just heading to bed early. I like my alone time at night when the kids are asleep. Well I went to the counseling intake session. So my counseling starts Jan 21st. And Im with a woman. The guy was very nice who talked with me. He also said…

Dear Diary, Well its about 10:30. Gonna head to bed after I write this. I did get a brief nap today tho, thank goodness! Well when I logged offline this AM after writing my entry and talking to J, I had a voice mail. It was B! I was shocked! And right before I logged…

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Dear Diary, Been a sorta weird Saturday for me. I felt good first part of the day. Then started to miss B later part and be sad. I struggle with that part a lot. This is just one of those entries where Im just letting out a bunch of crap. Just cause I want to….

Dear Diary, Not sure how much Ill write right now. Just an overview. Christmas eve with siblings was very nice, Late nite Christmas eve with B was hurtful and inconsiderate. I have a lot of inner turmoil right now over the relationship and what I need to do for MYSELF. Christmas Day was weird with…

Dear Diary, Well I just had a good cry. Just more hurt, sad and angry feelings over what my Dad did and my Dad’s sick behavior. My Dad does strange things, always has, and its just that this one impacted me directly this time but it brings up all my upset my whole life towards…