My Dad Sometimes, sigh

Dear Diary, I phoned gym guy this AM. To say Hello, and asked how he was doing. He said “Not so good” He told me basically that I was lying and sneaking around seeing my Ex boyfriend. That last night I told him on the phone “We are not boyfriend and girlfriend” and he said…

Dear Diary, Well I went to group tonight. Shared what happened with the boyfriend. I have noticed I dont like to tell many people in my “real” world about the negative stuff he has done. So this was my first time. So everyone applauded that I stood up for myself and the therapist told me…

Morning, Ahh I feel so strange. I just feel WIERD. Not in a bad sense, not in a happy sense. More of an adjustment strange feeling. With B coming out so much now, I have moments of claustraphobia feelings. I pulled out my book last night “Hes Scared, Shes Scared” as I stopped reading as…

Dear Diary, Thank you Alicorn for the very sweet comment. 🙂 Yeah I do feel good. Life isnt all cheery wonderful sunshine, but it is good right now. Im so much emotionally better as I have stated over and over since my little vacation to San Diego with B. Has anyone heard that new song…

Dear Diary, I sit here tonight. I came to some conclusions for myself on attending church. I had a normal day at work. The boss came in and I told her I was indeed getting divorced. She pulled up a chair and we discussed it. She asked “What did it for you?” It was a…

Dear Diary, Morning. Ive had like about 4 hrs of sleep. And I woke up and cant go back to sleep! It sucks. I feel really crappy. SOOOOO. My life is good in all other areas(job, kids, house,) but as far as my boyfriend? And just having friends. NO! I confronted Music Dude on Friday…