Life is YoYo of Emotions

Dear Diary, Ok this is more of an exercise. My therapist gave me this sheet, I dug all over tonight to find it, so here I am at 1am doing it. So its just answering questions on a though record. Here goes, my first time using it… Situation 1. Where? In my room Who? B…

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His response to my response after that letter. Victoria, i have always known that you are unavailable. i didnt go into saturday night thinking that it was anything more than friends,,, Hes a lucky guy in both that he has you, and that put up with his shit and not move on. Maybe one day…

Dear Diary, Well, its about 11:40pm. B is asleep. I ended up getting something to eat this AM, and I didnt go talk to B but cleaned up my office. Then the feelings I had went away, B woke up and came in all sweet and we just hugged. Im glad I didnt go in…

Dear Diary, I had started a practice letter earlier to write to B. Then I couldnt do it.Guess Ill try again cause anger is flaring up inside of me. He wrote me an email to ask how things are going, an internet kiss and how the kids were. And all I can do is think…

Dear Diary, Well the Man Ive dated came over last night. We just laid together watching tv and gave one another massages. It felt soooo good. We just totally relaxed and had fun watching Dateline, and Blind Date then some Sat Nite Live. I was sleepy and passed out. I woke up at 5am and…