Better Today

Thanks all for your comments. Yes I am aware the sex thing isnt about me. That was why I went and read the book on adults abused as kids. I really am beginning to think that may be where a lot of it lies. Anyways, I wrote B a letter. I wrote another first that…

Dear Diary, After I wrote my last entry I went back to cleaning my office desk off. I wanted to put a picture of my cousins in one of my new frames I got for Christmas, the value and love of family becomes more and more important as I get older, and especially since my…

Dear Diary, Ahhh Ive been wanting to write, its 9:30, I let the kids stay up an extra 30 min past bedtime, B wants me to call him, and Im just wanting a moment to MYSELF. So everything else can wait ya know? I wanted to write about my kids. I picked them up from…

Dear Diary, I forgot to write. I had called my friend D twice yesterday. Since I never heard from her. No call back so I drove by her house on my way home from work yesterday. Her vehicle was there and the engine was just cooling down so I figured she just got home. She…

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Dear Diary, Okay I hate to admit this right now. But Im depressed today. Ive been on my computer or just laying in bed. Now Im crying. I havent really had a phone convo with B since,,,? Umm I believe Wed. Thurs was the last time hes called me and that was at 1am when…