Evil? haha

Thanks FloatsonClouds for posting this one too!

Well a coworker announced shes pregnant yesterday.

Age 40. She has a daughter whos out of highschool and the other I think is just starting high school. Wowie!

Made me have brief thoughts of Fond Baby thoughts after the big buzz floated around.

I think just the awesomeness of a baby, two people coming together and what can result from it, a life, wow thats the awesome thing.

I was thinking about how I was nervous in Dec about my period and Gym Guy, what if I got pregnant? And how he has one known child, but believes he has another but doesnt know where the Mom is or any of that.

I was thinking about how calm he was when I told him I was scared of that possibility and he said “Well if it happens I couldnt think of a better person to have our child” and yesterday it hit me, why it didnt before I have no clue. But sinces hes declared disabled and not working, he gets around having to pay child support. So why would he be freaked out ya know? And I remember now him telling me “I cant help support $$$ to support it”

Also referring to his past and women, the little he has told me, he makes comments and has said “The only women who wanted anything to do with me had my child, and then they want nothing to do with me” and that happened it both instances, both women took off, didnt tell him. He had to get proven paternity when the one girl was 4 yrs old. Now shes gonna be 16. She has his eyes. 🙂

Well back to work…