Sweet Phone Call

Dear Diary,

Morning. Ahhh got more sleep last night, Felt sooo good, but I sooo didnt want to get out of bed this AM, was so comfy.

So after work yesterday went to the gym. Havent seen my buddy or chatted much the past 2 days going. Hes been just leaving when I get out to use the weights. And I think hes on a date or going out with someone, dont know. He left with this woman and didnt introduce her and she was in street clothes and I saw his car was still in the lot when I left 30 min later so they musta left in her car or something.

So its been kinda quiet. I talked to a few of the other people he works out, but just briefly as they were doing legs, and I was working on arms that day.

I forgot to write that on Friday I spoke briefly to the trainer dude, the cute one I had a dream about awhile ago. He was training this guy and right next to me and they were talking about animals and things in our area, and well I just jumped in. 🙂 Nothing big just chit chat stuff.

See Im doing good! haha, we were talking about that in counseling. I used to be painfully shy as a teenager and not speak to people. And how I wait for people to approach me, and not realizing how much more now I speak out and talk to people. I have to say the fear of rejection or them looking at me weird still is within me, but I do it anyways. 🙂 Its not that horrifying.

Just played online last night, did homework with youngest. I logged offline around 9pm, I hadnt seen B come online at all for the eve. So was gonna give him a call. Well I had a voice mail. I played it and it said in a whispery voice “Hey, its me, I just wanted to call and say you are the dopedest, Love you, Muah, byeee”

Ok talk about smiles and warm fuzzies. It was B. And for those of you that arent aware, DOPE is a good word, compliment. haha

So I called him up and told him I loved him and that I got the message. Hes all “What message? That must have been by evil twin eh?”

B got some dishes n stuff, and some more food for his place. And he said he cleaned up and organized some more.

I didnt do a whole lot last night. We spoke on the phone, I watched a little TV and was asleep at 11pm.

Today is class! Im bringing stuff tonight from the boss man, so I hope it goes well. 🙂 And the teacher is supposed to come to my work for a tour Friday. Woohoo, will be interesting eh?

Well thats all for now.