Bunny Rabbit Sex Girl
Dear Diary,
Morning.
Im in a wierd kinda, I dont want to write in here mood but I do? If that makes any sense? I want to but dont want to type? Haha wish my thoughts could just transport from my mind onto here.
I called B around 11:30am on Sunday and he answered. I asked him “Where have you been?” And well he went on and on about how the landlady wasnt ready with paperwork for his new place and he was pissed, and well he ended up going to hang out with the guy that moved out?
I was sorta pissed since I asked him if Id get to see him since he sounded busy and he said with moving and packing that would preclude seeing me. So Im like “Ok I need to talk to you” and I told him to not speak just hear me out then respond.
As far as the sex drive thing goes? He just said “Isnt there times where your drive is less then others?” and I said Yes, and I dont have a problem with that. Its that I asked u about this before and you told me to keep trying that you do like it. So then when I did that last weekend YOU STILL stopped me.
Actually, you know, he never really addressed it. He just said how tired he is, the stress and that hes not a “Machine”
And I just openly said “OK, umm as your girlfriend, IM LONELY, and I need some attention”
We didnt really fight about anything, we were each able to say what we needed to say, and he said his usual “Im a self centered asshole at times Victoria, I do well with being alone, I like being alone sometimes” I said “Thats cool you know, I can understand that, and if we were seeing eachother day in day out Id understand, but its not that way, you have all week, each night, alone, to goof around, play video games, go work on your computer, do whatever it is you do, I just ask for my time, and I dont really ever know when that is, except when I drive out every 2 weeks when my kids are gone. I need something to count on from you.”
Anyways, he agreed with what I said, he laughed when I reminded him of things he told me, and I told him “Look, Im not gonna put up with the excuses, Im gonna tell you how it is, you tell me to do that, so I am” And he said “I respect that, so is this where I say Im on my way over?”
B came over about 3:30 on Sunday, and just left this AM.
I didnt push sex or talking about it, I made it known how I was feeling on the phone earlier. So when he got in the door, he walked in the kitchen, picked me up, and put me on the counter and pressed into me, and gave me a kiss. 🙂
He was being physically flirty with me, and well, the kids were there, and eeeesh was gonna be awhile till bedtime for him and I to be alone! waaaaaaaa!
But I stayed mellow, and not coming onto him, just feeding off his flirtations minorly.
Well the kids ended up playing next door for a bit, B grabbed my hand as we laid watching tv and well, the rest, you know.
Dammit, why does sex with him have to be soooooo good! I swear just makes me want more! I wanted to do it again before bed. But he seemed tired, and well I made it known how badly I have been wanting sex, how I need more, so I guess Im trying to see what he does with it is all.
Nothing this AM either. I swear, where did his drive go? Not that he doesnt have sex with me, but ok, this sounds so funny to hear myself say it, but I mean cmon what guy wouldnt drool over hearing that some woman wants to make love to you numerous times in 24 hrs or so? Before bed? When ya wake up? And no its not an every day thing, this is like once a week or so?
God Im just a bunny rabbit right now.