Victoria Driving the Benz

Dear Diary,

Well this will be brief. I have to leave for the day in a few. Im driving the boss around. And she said I can drive the new Benz :::gulp!::: She just got a new one, and I never even drove the older one, but its like “Oh Victoria, get over it, drive the dang thing” So today I told her I will. As opposed to taking my vehicle.

So Ill be gone for the day out of town with her.

I talked to B last night online and on the phone. He said that he would have much rather spent his weekend snuggled up with me. Which is nice to hear, but I always know, those are words, its ringing in my head. My ex was so good as saying phrases of things I liked to hear, but where were the actions to match? So ya know?

Anyways, he went and put in overtime saturday, went to class, and then he went to see an old highschool buddy. He told me the guy is super weird. He hangs out with people who all look goth and are into clubbing. He said “Hanging out with him and his friends makes me feel better about myself, that there are people even weirder and with more issues then myself” the goof!

So I was reading to him about these couples massage packages at the spa and hes all Ooooo. And i read “You can have the massage in a room together or separate rooms” B is all “SEPARATE!” Im like “Why??” Hes all “Victoria, cmon, you sprawled out on a table practically naked and some chick rubbing you down as I lay next to you, that might turn me on” and I just started laughing so hard. Hes all “Like that do ya?” and we had a good laugh.

Im nervous you guys! B wrote me an email and said “So what shall we do for our nite out? Sunset Strip? Strip Club? Then he got all goofy,, shoot heroin,,,” and all this other out there stuff.

Im nervous about going out with him, I said I wanted that, and now Im nervous?

Anyways, thats all I can write for now. Daisey, lol ya cracked me up with the comment.