Obnoxious Letter
Dear Diary,
Just got home from group. I came online to find an email from Mr. Obnoxious(also known prior as T) His letter reads….
Vicky,
Im sorry if i was out of control saturday night, i guess i was over compensating for my nerves,,, you know id love to see you on a regular basis, and i think i was just trying to show off to impress you or whatever.
Hope i didnt do any damage to our friendship, or anything like that.
Hopefully we can do something again, this time without the alcohol,,,
talk to you later
T
I have to say I thought it was really cool he wrote this. Despite him acting like an ass.
I was sharing in group about that night and she said “Thats alcoholic behavior, his has a very high tolerance which comes from lots of practice, and just because he doesnt drink every day, he may be a weekend binge drinker” And she also suggested if I am around him again that there be no alcohol. So then I came home to that email. I accepted his apology. Also said I was still his friend but that I wasnt looking for anything romantic. And that was it.
Im carrying around a lot of anger towards my ex right now. I go through periods where this happens. Just pissed of at him for who he is I guess.
Later