Guilt

Dear Diary, Not sure how much Ill write right now. Just an overview. Christmas eve with siblings was very nice, Late nite Christmas eve with B was hurtful and inconsiderate. I have a lot of inner turmoil right now over the relationship and what I need to do for MYSELF. Christmas Day was weird with…

Dear Diary, I feel so like mush right now. Im so wiped out, my brain, overwhelmed. Retreating sounds heavenly right now, the idea of running away from life. Not that I will or plan to, but man just to escape all this crap right now would be nice. I had a big talk with the…

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Dear Diary, Ive been very emotional the rest of the day. Crying a lot. Im still crying. Its a wide range of emotions. Luckily I had my anger group today and I was emotional and puffy eyed when I arrived. The group is small so they asked me what was going on and I shared….

Dear Diary, I forgot to write this yesterday! When I was driving over to see about getting tires, I pulled up to a stop light that was red. And right next to me was my ex husband. So we are side by side and I look over, smile and wave. And OMGOSHHHHHHHH the look! He…