Ewww Look

Dear Diary,

I forgot to write this yesterday!

When I was driving over to see about getting tires, I pulled up to a stop light that was red. And right next to me was my ex husband. So we are side by side and I look over, smile and wave.

And OMGOSHHHHHHHH the look!

He turned his head all super slow, was chewing gum, and just looked at me like I was a total stranger, no wave, no expression, just kinda creepy. I was all “Well okayyyyy” and turned away and the light changed and I was on my way.

Not that much of what my ex does makes sense, but we have driven past one another before and waved, and hes even phoned my cell before saying he just passed me.

But getting the tire deal from his Grandfather made up for it all. 🙂

Its funny cause Grandpa wont cut the ex any deals on his tires. All the years he had the tire shop, he gave me free tires or free flat repairs.

Last 2 tires he got me upgraded to a nicer brand at a lower price. This time I got another deal and he paid half.

So somedays you just have to count those blessings as they come you know?

B and I were throwing out ideas of things we could do this weekend. Not sure as of yet, but we talked about going to the beach, renting bikes or going skating.

Stopping at little restaraunt on Topanga and just hanging around Malibu, sounds nice but still not sure, I asked him to come out Friday night, I picked up some salmon and need to cook it and I cant eat all of it by myself!

I also always get nervous that ex is going to back out or forget our arrangement with the kids. He is supposed to take them this weekend.

Im going to have the kids call him tonight, just to remind and make sure and all. Also the kids are going to Chuck E Cheese today! With the after school program so they are excited.

So B had to sign a contract yesterday, that he agrees to stay with the company for another year or else he has to pay them for the training. Which is cool you know? Hes getting paid a full days pay and getting training all month.

I am so happy and proud of him.

Its so strange, its like doing family things, going to his family, hes talking to people at work, and just talking about work, saving money, buying a home, children, and all those things, like hes really trying to move into that world, Hes growing up!

It is so weird though to watch, not in a bad way, but its different. When B and I began to date, he was working barely to pay the rent, had no real aspirations future, career wise, seemed life was just getting by. And when I would talk about relationship and future he was usually saying how content he was with how things were.

Now Ive back off, and hes saying all these things. Last night he told me he missed me, how weird it is not to talk to me during the day( we usually email often during work) but he cant really being in training, he sends me off one in the AM and usually one other during the day.

Last night we played on Yahoo cameras again and we were drawing on the Doodle pad again back and forth.

He was asking me what my income was a month, talking about my area and affordable home prices. I keep telling him for now I have to stay put in my house, and we can save a heck of a lot of money with the mortgage where I am.

Yes one day I want to move, but not immediate plans unless I happen upon a fortune or something.

We both joked about how our parents are leaving us money when they pass on. So one day we will be set! haha

Well Im off for now