DONE!

Dear Diary,

1 Hour till class and I just finished my short story. WHEW!!!!!!!!!

I am nervous though.

Haha, but just have to remind myself this is the last class and I can stop stressing over this.

Gosh it feels good, I was just as as stressed helping my son with his report due on the 1st. And now getting my stuff out of the way. 2 loads off my back!

So I pray to God he doesnt make me read it to the class, but he probably will, or he will be nice and let us just hand them in and leave.

I was so irritable last night, tired, I just crashed out in bed, watched Real World and went to sleep.

Have I said how much I love those Real World shows? LOL Nobody I know watches them but me, everybody else watches all these newer older people shows, Survivor, etc. And Im watching Real World, and wish I wasnt too old to be on it, LOL.

Sighhhhhhhh

Frankie just left Real World. She reminds me of how emotionally needy and dependent I was as a teen when I dated my ex. I pretty much couldnt function without my “Boyfriend” around and I didnt enjoy outings and going places if he wasnt there. You see how much wasted time when you reflect back. I know, Ive been there, but at the time, nobody could tell me different, it was the place I was in.

Just to see that the cast was able to go to Greece and how gorgeous it was. And how cranky she was and her mind preoccupied. And here she has these wonderful experiences before her and her illness is to cut her life shorter then others but she still cannot live for every moment. Aweee Frankie, I hope you pull out of that wherever you are.

God can I even express how much a weight is off my shoulders with this school work done and over this week for kiddo and I?

Now all I want to do is go home and gut out my house! LOL but I never have enough energy in the day to do so! But yes a Yard Sale is definately on the near future horizon!

Im also glad the kids will be out of school, as much of a pain as it is in some regards( sitters, no alone time for gym or errands and all) I dont have to worry about homework every night, so when i do get home they can play till their hearts content, till dark or even a little after dark with the neighbor boy. It will help me be able to get more done not having them sitting down with school work.

I still have no heard from that guy about the bathroom! Im going to have to call him regardless about installing the door to my oldest’s room, so thats also on my to do list here very soon!

B told me this past weekend that the girl( The one online that I could never stand and faked some internet models identity and all that garbage) The one his work out buddy had a thing for for SEVERAL years over the net and phone but never met her. Well she wrote to B to apologize and say she was cancelling her internet acct and that she was sorry and she could not explain why she did what she did.

I hear that and think BULLSHIT. Shes a troubled woman whos an attn seeker and she just wont go away. And Im sure B wrote her back, he said “Its not like she and I never spoke” B said she was so much like him , their personalities, its one of the rare times where I see B with his guard down and not telling a person off or any of that, this chick is damn good.

To pull some wool over B’s eyes and still maintain some contact? And I spotted this way before this ever came out, I spotted it well over a year ago and brought it up but B didnt think so.

Feels good for once to know you were right and your Instincts were you know!

Well my stomach is in knots, Im anxious about class, so think good thoughts.

Laterrrrrrrr