Enjoying the Solitude

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Dear Diary, Morning. And Im talking EARLY morning, I got up when B left around 5 or so. My mind was spinning again. I couldnt relax and go back to sleep. And its all over my job. I hurt my back yesterday, well strained it, Im angry and resentful of what Im doing lifting crap,…

Dear Diary, Well was online eariler today with B and asked him about a project at work he said he help with but then got cut off so didnt get his response. Then when I came back he was gone and no email all day. Drove boss wifey around, then came back to work a…

Dear Diary, Morning. Man I feel a whole lot better this AM. I felt like HELL yesterday. All the way up until last night. I basically took a hot bath, B rubbed Tiger Balm into my neck and upper back and I snagged one of the antibiotics(B and my son both have some) and just…

Dear Diary, I was driving to the kids school this AM. I passed the carwash and there was my ex vacuuming out his truck. EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! I hate that he is local now. Bleh. I liked it so much when he lived out of state. Its just strange seeing him. Then Im wondering why is he…

Dear Diary, Its about 10:15pm. B just crashed out tonight! Like at 8pm! Hes gone Ive been the one to bed earlier these days, but tonight he did it, and Im sure the sunburn today is what wiped him out. So the kids left Sat AM to see their Dad, I had to get up…