Doing Better

Dear Diary, Im crying now. Im just so frustrated. I just sat down and did the bills. The savings I spent a year making in my savings account. Is officially gone today. It was my emergency account I didnt touch. But I had to pay the mortgage and the utilities. Im panicing I know, at…

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Dear Diary, Its 9:30 pm. Im just sitting here online talking but bored as can be. B just signed online! I was like Woa? Whats he doing on this early? His partime job is generally late. 11pm at the earliest that hes off. But hes home. He asked how my day was. I said Blah….

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Dear Diary, LOL, well its always nice to have a little something to throw you off from what is going on in your life, and make you smile and blush. Computer guy from work came over this AM to help me with setting up some things for work. So tonight he messages me online and…

I find that its harder now for me to talk to people then it was before. I dont want to trash talk and ruin my partners reputation. I do need to talk or vent with a trusted friend or counselor, but like my ex, during that relationship. i didnt give a RIP what I said…