Rainy Day

I grieve some more. I still hold out a small ray of hope for you. Why? We came from a deep bond, deeper than most others could comprehend. Now you are like a lost boy. I hurt and ache for you, but you are sick. You have been sick inside for so long. I was…

Dear Diary, Well just got done eating dinner. Mmmmm. I was hungry. I was reading another diarist I read and have just been noticing things she says that sort of trigger old memories of my marriage to my Ex. I just notice her say things like she has to watch what she spends and buys…

Dear Diary, I went and did some searching on the Internet. Looked up “Self Sabotage” and then went and looked up on book sites, for a book to read and this stuff just hit me also, OUCH. Im so exhausted these days, just not in too much of my self help find out whats wrong…

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Dear Diary, Im just sitting here. I want to type so much yet dont feel like putting out the energy to type it all. I just wish I could transfer my thoughts here by just thinking them. I feel like crying right now. Not a bad cry. I feel like crying because of how the…

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