Up at 2am

Morning, Ohhh just had a tummy ache, oooooooo. Anyways, Jen is here! How weird Im writing and shes like at my house! So I left off with do I have B over or not? Well I didnt respond to his email asking to come over. I just let it go. So that eve when I…

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Dear Diary, I was up till about 3am. Crazy! And I woke up at 6:30am! I tried about 4 times last night to get in bed. I would get in, my mind would race thru so many thoughts, then I would just break into crying out loud. I couldnt stand being alone with myself so…

Dear Diary, Morning. Ahh I feel better today! I didnt have the stuff I use on my hair yesterday AM, so I had to improvise, just didnt like the way my hair turned out, you know, the old Bad Hair Day thing? So I went and bought some last night. Im like -150 in my…

Dear Diary, Ive got a lot of up and down feelings right now. Im not sure what they all mean, but my body is reacting in ways, so Im listening to it, and just going with how it feels. B has wanted to do something on our Anniv date of when we first started to…

Dear Diary, I was driving to the kids school this AM. I passed the carwash and there was my ex vacuuming out his truck. EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! I hate that he is local now. Bleh. I liked it so much when he lived out of state. Its just strange seeing him. Then Im wondering why is he…