He wants to come over NOW?

Dear Diary!!!!!!!!!

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Here I am having a hard time with answering an email!!!!!!!!!

B has written me a few times, asking me how im feeling, asking me when Jen is flying in.

Im very brief with him, to the point, havent mentioned a word about last night, I didnt call him after he logged off saying Bye.

So I swear, get this!!!!!!!

He just sent me an email asking if he should come over tonight and teach me some exercises?

( I had told him hed have to show me stuff he was learning a few nites ago on the phone )

Now he wants to come over??? After all that? Music dude and I are talkin, hes all “Tell him No Victoria” Im all”Its so hard! Ive never said No to him asking to come over” Hes all “Play his game Victoria, play it back”

Ugh, games suck.

Hes all “What do you have to loose?” I said “Ummm a nite of sex?”

hes all “good point” lol

I still havent answered B. Im so torn over how to respond.

In some regards it feels nice to see him kissing up sweet to me, I admit that.

In others B usually gets on the ball when I get really serious about moving on or giving that idea.

In others Im not happy with the crap hes been pulling. Im telling him I need to see him more. He tells me to stop being so available.

Then wants to come see me?

See how much confusion this is?

So seriously, my readers, what do u think? Im curious as to opinions?

WOuld you say Ok? To him coming out?

Would you say NO? And what reason would u give for No or what would say with it?

Because in one aspect hes doing what it is I want. But in the other I dont like the way hes doing it.

ThoughtsComments??