Anger Vent
Dear Diary,
Ahh gotta love children. They havent spoken to their Dad since the visit. So tonight they did. And they just chit chatted. Then my youngest says to his Dad “Hey Dad, guess what, Mommy isnt mad if we talk about ####. Mommy knows her, and Mommy did some work parties are her home before, Mommy went to her house. And you know what Dad, Mommy say her at the bank when it was my brothers birthday, and #### lied to Mommy. She told mommy she wasnt with anyone, but she was” and then my oldest yells in the background “She was with YOU Dad” Well my ex had to go all the sudden. LOL, ok I cant help but laugh, my kids were not saying these things in a mean fashion, they were just telling the facts and my ex knows they are true. Just found it funny he had to go all the sudden. Knowing my ex he will probably want to try and talk to me and ask me why Im calling this woman a Liar and want to “Talk about it” thats his old ammo, when he was seeing women during the last year, he likes a woman to be jealous, its what he wants, and back then I played into it. I called one of these women. Its pathetic now thinking back, so now i know better. And then my ex kept wanting to know about the phone call I had with that woman, and what did we say and kept hounding me over it. I never said anything about it, but he wouldnt drop it for quite some time. Its just another one of his ways to make contact, try to get me to respond.
Ex told them hes coming out the 10th of July, yuck again. But then he said something about going somewhere else. So I doubt they were even a consideration for his visit. When he has a woman, its all that matters, when he and I started talking again, he didnt call for the kids during that whole 3 mos, he called for me.
Yes im going thru an anger phase right now. When I hear his messages on the machine about how he misses the kids. Inside Im saying “FUCK YOU” If he missed them so much then he would be in their lives, get his act together, make sure everyone was taken care of, and spend some time with THEM.