Angry

Dear Diary,

Im filled with anger today. Have been since yesterday and discovering all my Ex’s paperwork came back marked MOVED. So they will have to go into court tommorrow and ask to reschedule because my ex never got the papers. So his claim is.

You know? Its been like this since the start. I didnt realize it till I was talking to my Mom about it. My Mom and I drove 4 hours to his Moms to serve him since I had no address for him back when I initially filed for a legal separation. Then when I filed for divorce later in the year after hiring an attorney, I could not get an address out of my ex, plus he was living in hotels in different states. I was trying to coordinate his weekend visits with my attorney to try and get papers to him. Then the restraining order scenario and calling the attny every week, we had no address, waiting for my ex to come into town, then I got an address out of him in a sneaky way, but then Sept 11th happened right in the midst of all that.

Then my old attny sent the paperwork, Ex said he never got it. And it was sent to his work. THen they sent it Certified, with return receipt. And they said they never even got the return slip back! They were baffled. So finally they had to send a Marshall to his job in another state to get him served.

Now fast forward. When he hired his attny, at the end he kept saying “Im not getting the paper work from my attny!” Using that as his excuse for being a doo doo head. Then calling my attny office and saying he doesnt like his attny, all they do is fight, and that he wasnt getting his paperwork.

Now here we go again! I mean cmon now?? Thats 3 attorneys now who he claims arent sending him papers or sending to wrong address? Whos the dumbass in the equation???????????????

I swear, I am so pissed off right now. Id prefer to see him behind bars.

My sister told me to call(Id rather write) His relatives, since there are so many and tell them whats going on, Last night a woman said I should write this woman hes dating. Tell them Im not getting any support, about the court orders, about how your making it, about your employers paying medical for your kids and family helping with other expenses. She said “whats to be afraid of? So if they dont respond you dont loose anything, but you at least plant the thoughts in their head and cause them to talk and think about it”

Im nervous about doing that.

Im just so fucking angry. I want to be done with this man and I cant even get damn paperwork to him!

I go into the attny office monday. I dont care if I have to drive the paperwork to his house and have a friend or family member hand it to him. Ill do what I have to, Im tired of this, I want him to have to face the judge. His threats dont scare me anymore, he has no ground to stand on. Hes a jackass.

Dear Lord, Im just so damn tired of this. When will it end?