Awesome

I was just sitting here and wanted to add a few more things. I tend to dwell in thoughts for long periods of time, worry, try to figure stuff out, contemplate and disect everything. Mr. C does like to talk, and talks quite a bit, but he also stops me when I start to do this, tells me to relax, asks me whats so wrong with my feelings? And basically snaps me out of my little deal I create. Is that a good or bad thing? He wants me to go forward. He told me “Think of this as Victoria’s Independence day” in regards to my life and the ending of the B thing. He tells me “I think your life is about to change, there will be more fun and spontaniety” Im like Oh yeah? Hes all “Yep!”

If you could only see how he is with kids. Wow, I knew even before he met my kids I could sense he was good with them. But my kids were all digging him and asked ME if he could spend the night! HA! And as I put the kids to bed and walked out Mr C says “Your kids are awesome” that took me aback, a complement about my children? IM not used to that. Mr C just knows how to click with kids and was in on the floor playing games with them and all high fiving when they won a level and saying DUDE! each time they guy lost a life. So my little one was yelling DUDE!

You know what I find interesting? Not that a lot of men have been in my life or around us. But my kids actually seem to LIKE it when I have a guy around with us, its almost like they welcome it. I hear so much about kids resenting a person being around. But then again Im not introducing them as mommys date or lover or boyfriend. They are my friend and for all of us to enjoy. Maybe thats why? Because they obviously were not cool about my ex with his date around them all weekend.

But my kids just miss having a male around, I watched this yesterday. I have to be careful because they are sooo needy for men that could be abused. My kids are very huggy and affectionate, friendly. And you ahve to watch people these days. My kids hug people who make them happy, and it takes some people aback.

Mr C, well I can see why this woman still enjoys having him as a part of her life and around her son, Mr C is the one whos awesome.