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Dear Diary, Oh my goodness! Music Dude and I have talked most of the day! Its been such a blast. Cracking jokes, telling stories. Having deep insight talks, talking about kids, fantasizing about taking trips. Just all fun stuff. I wish I could cut and paste it, but I cant in AIM instant messenger unless…

Dear Diary, Well I left B snuggled under the covers. He was only gonna hang out about another hour after I left then head out, he has numerous things to do before leaving at 3pm for work. So today will be his first day. Working 5-1am. But he has to commute, so for starters hes…

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Dear Diary, I was at work today and the secretary handed me some things to copy. And there was a check from the Ex for the childs health insurance payment. I said to myself “Oh what a niceeee guy” Yes he is paying it, but refused to pay it to me, and now pays it…

Dear Diary, I just wrote B a letter. I shared briefly about what Im going to write in this entry. We were talking about “triggers” yesterday in group. At times I often feel I dont go through what the women who were beaten went through. They keep telling us abuse comes in all forms, and…

Dear Diary, The man from the church Im no longer going to visit called me again tonight. I was in the middle of making the children dinner and comfy in my pajama pants. Oh I must interject here! Walmart has these pajama pants that are a warm fuzzy fleece like those warm blankets! They are…