Yes It Gets Worse

Just jotting down another one of my dreams. Had this one last night. I was in an old historic house but not the current one I live in now. There were many people inside and I was standing on top of a padded foot rest and seeing this vent up near the cieling, it just…

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Dear Diary, I had my counseling appointment this AM. It was good. We actually talked about the house. I didnt plan to say much she had just asked about where I lived and some info and she had asked me if I planned to stay where I was at. Of course I went on with…

Well the children visited their Father. Its nice to have them back. Im always worried about what they will come back with. When I say that I mean what has happened mentally. They are young and I dont appreciate my Ex putting them in the middle of things. I had called him tonight because he…

Dear Diary, So Im supposed to head out soon to go to Ca. Im dragging my feet. I always get weird when I am to leave to go away, I get a sense of anxiety and dread. Im good once I go, but why do I do this? I just want to be home, I…