Messed up Head

Dear Diary, Well Im having one of my moments tonight. Im not insanely going nuts, as Im aware of myself and what is going on. Yet at the same time trying to overcome it and understand myself and wonder why I dont have things in my life I seem to say I want. This entry…

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Dear Diary, Went to church. Came home to about 8 messages, my machine was full, and my voicemail had 2. All from Ex. I knew this was going to happen. I predicted it even, just happend a day later then I anticapated. The way the holidays fell and the kids schooling and the paperwork for…

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Dear Diary, I just got a call on my cell phone from an older woman from the street where I grew up. I was of course wondering how on earth she got my cell number. Well she went to my friend C’s house and asked who lives 2 doors down, the one who had me…

Dear Diary, Morning. Well all my friends were shocked to hear that my ex even said or suggested the things he did. And as Mr. Comedy said “Oh my can we say Spell Check?” I was laughing! I dont expect you all to understand why I allowed myself to engage or speak with him last…