Final Countdown

Dear Diary,


Morning.


Well all my friends were shocked to hear that my ex even said or suggested the things he did.


And as Mr. Comedy said “Oh my can we say Spell Check?” I was laughing!


I dont expect you all to understand why I allowed myself to engage or speak with him last night. Its the end for us. Its down to the wire, and yes a small part of me still wanted to hope for some change, not that Id call off the divorce but wanted to see where his heart truly was.


Well what did I gain from it?


My ex has NOT changed. Actually his attempt was a repeat of what he did with another girl and the crap he said to me, in our first yr apart when we tried to get back together.


He tried the old buttons.


B was online with me during it, he told me how cute I am. When I get fierce. haha


Mr. Obnoxious was all “Wow, your not the same little church girl I first met” meaning that Im so much stronger now.


If I dared even utter one bad word my ex would focus in on the word I used and try to shame and guilt me, and Id go for it all and feel bad about myself.


Ive seriously for awhile been wanting to say a big FUCK YOU to him.


Anyways, countdown is at hand for the Divorce!

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