Pit in my Stomach

Well the children visited their Father. Its nice to have them back. Im always worried about what they will come back with. When I say that I mean what has happened mentally. They are young and I dont appreciate my Ex putting them in the middle of things. I had called him tonight because he…

I grieve some more. I still hold out a small ray of hope for you. Why? We came from a deep bond, deeper than most others could comprehend. Now you are like a lost boy. I hurt and ache for you, but you are sick. You have been sick inside for so long. I was…

Dear Diary, AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, I feel so pulled in so many directions today. Its exhausting and feels good in a weird way, yet at the same time AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH So, Thank the Lord my mechanic just called me. I was panicing cause hes usually so available. So Im gonna skip my class today, drop the Jeep off…

Dear Diary, Well Im home for a bit. I did go to B’s last night. Got there around 11:45pm. Just let myself in. Had a killer stomach ache just as I was almost there. Ive noticed Ive been getting them when he comes over or I go over lately? Im not really upset about anything,…

OH! And an update on Big Sister. I literally have no spoken to her in about a week. She moved out of the house and is living with her soon to be Ex husbands brother ( so much for her moving in with her girlfriend as she claimed) But the day the escrow was to…

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