Icky Breakdown

Dear Diary, Hey guess what! Theres even freaking more! I was just finishing going through the phone bills online, and found one other number, it was in the neighboring city. Hes called it 12 times. Now I call the number and who do I get? The voicemail for the chick from the poker game. Okay…

Dear Diary, Well its almost midnight on Sun eve. Im doing good. I got over my moment, which I knew I would, its just the feelings that creep in at times, Im working thru them, but ugh its a pain being in my head at times. Last night as I was chatting online a guy…

Well my morning ritual a lot of the week is getting woke up when B leaves for work around 5am. My mind starts spinning and going over things and I cant fall back to sleep even though I dont have to be up till 7am myself. Its cold and I dont want to get out…

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Dear Diary, I find myself wanting to be alone more these days, its a weird mix, what I feel that is. I dont have an urgent need to go “Hang out” with friends, Id really just rather hang out with my husband. Its different being married to someone you really Like ya know? I went…