Bday

Dear Diary, Im having a meltdown moment and to be honest I dont exactly know why. Im awake and Im crying and my mind is all going in the downward crappy spiral. B just walked away from me and said hes fucked either way so he wasnt even going to try and just went to…

Dear Diary, Well I went to group tonight. Shared what happened with the boyfriend. I have noticed I dont like to tell many people in my “real” world about the negative stuff he has done. So this was my first time. So everyone applauded that I stood up for myself and the therapist told me…

Dear Diary, BLAHHHHH! Ok I get invited to a Birthday party with some friends like a 5 min drive from my house. How often is it people in this town have parties and Im invited???? And I cant get a sitter for the life of me! Sheesh Im willing to pay someone to sit and…

Dear Diary, Well shortly after my last entry I heard another person call in on the radio. The questions and responses are just hitting me today. They were saying basically “You dont need to figure out why you are doing what you are doing to change it, we get too hung up on all that…

I have always been put off to many of the vaccines they are coming up with. I am a proponent of researching and reading on ANY Vaccine in DEPTH before you even consider it, even for a child. We just vaccinate because we are told we have to. We dont, and even to get into…

Dear Diary, Well I finally got a response back from my Ex over the letter I sent him, where I laid into him some, I have to admit I have been a little nervous. So here is his response… Vicky, Thank you for your kind thoughts; They mean alot to me. I see all your…