Sex & Work

Dear Diary, I sat in bed last night, had a talk with God. I held my bear in the dark. And I spoke. I talked to God about being sorry for any wrong doings I have done, I asked for forgiveness. I asked for wisdom and strength with my Ex. I asked for justice to…

Dear Diary, Some of my notes, and what I emailed to a friend about the Conference, it will be easier then me trying to write this out, Im just posting the letter I wrote. Paul Begley shared about the Hosea Prophecy, I have not watched the videos but others Im friends with online know about…

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Dear Diary, Hiya. Im in a weird mood at the moment. Probably how B felt yesterday, Your last day before leaving for vacation. My sister just called me a bit ago, but I got disconnected so I called her back and my Mom was now on the other line so she will have to call…

Dear Diary, Well I have learned something new, using the proper term for how Im feeling. Envy not Jealousy. I always used the term Jealousy, not realizing its rarely jealousy I feel. But more envy with people or situations. I notice I feel it with boyfriend. Yesterday he said when he got in that he…

B came online. Im up still its about 4am. B came on about 3am finally responding to my pages several hours later. His spelling was bad and I figured hed be intoxicated. Which he said he wasnt sober but he drove home to call me. Ugh, 🙁 I tried talking to him, but the ultimate…