Back to Work, Bleh

This Post Is Marked As Friends Only As of the new DearDiary System the Friends system is not currently implemented – but may be again soon This content is therefore hidden

Dear Diary, Just needed to write as feelings of loneliness wash over me. Just dealing my own self. My fear of being alone. My fear of not having a person to run too, to call, to call my own. At times I feel so cool and okay in my situation. I spend most of the…

Dear Diary, Well its about 11:30 pm and Im crying. B called me back about 9pm. I gave him the rundown on the legal stuff and emails from Ex. B just went off on this tangent of “So give him the money he wants, your negotiations arent working, so give him what he wants” I…

Dear Diary, Morning. I was so wiped out last night. I am in a weird state. Not running around happy and excited. But I am happy that the legal stuff is over, I feel as if Im in this coma like recovery state. Having been kept on edge for so long, waiting and wondering what…

He wrote back again, I dont know if hes right.. Im confused right now…“Its like you say all of this and I wnt to react. I really do. Say something elscalte the situation, something. and then its like.. Hmm .. is this a reactionary thing between us… Commitment phobe reaction setting ground already? We come…

Dear Diary, Morning. Brrrr it was cold out this AM! It was cloudy when I got out of work yesterday, then last night about 8pm or so I could hear the rain coming down. B and I were talking online and he it was stormy in his neck of the woods also. Hes one of…