Miss You

Dear Diary,

Morning.

Omgosh I was up till almost 3am last night! Got up about 7:30.

I just was on a roll and working on stuff and didnt want to go to bed. I havent had a lot of energy as of late to get stuff done at home.

I started to take my vitamins again. I got Vitalert Multi Vitamins at Costco and I swear they give me more energy and I can get by on less sleep. I just have so many things I want to do.

B called me last night, he went to the gym with his buddy and he was beat.

Hes been so sweet you know?

I got into work this AM and he found out a way to check email still during his training, he told me he Loved me and Missed Me.

Its weird hearing “I Miss you” because he says it now and I am not used to it.

Last night we were just gabbing about Home Shows as I watched the last Extreme Home Makeover and I swear that damn show makes me cry when the families come to see what has been done.

B has a plot of land in New Mexico, he was saying stuff like “See babe, wait till I start making 3 figures and then we can go see about that plot of land and I can put in a Ski lodge” or what have you. haha he has no idea if this land is really worth anything or will be but he said its in a Ski Resort town. They have snow there? LOL

He says things like “Then you can stay home” knowing how I at times dont want to work.

And I guess its just sweet and kinda fun to hear him fantasize and dream future things with me.

So this AM as I took the kids to school I hear who else is playing here for the fair!

Newsboys and Audio Adrenaline. I had heard Smash Mouth and Maroon 5 were playing and wanted to get tickets, but then to hear one of my favorite Christian bands is playing also? Will check into tickets and dates for both shows, would be cool to take the kids to the Newsboys as they know their stuff also. But I have to see if I will have them with me then.

I dont talk to Big Sister much, did for a brief period sunday. Shes taken up to calling my Mom a lot now, and the late night calls with Mom, calling her after midnite or so. Wonder how long Mom will be able to handle it.

She asked if I talked to Big Sis. I said “Yes about 5 pm Sunday” She was good and saying that the bro in law and another bro in law came and helped her clean up some and get the fridge and washer and dryer into storage.

My Mom said she called about 10pm Sunday and was all upset and not doing well, upset that she has to deal with the house alone.

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Her soon to be ex husband had vacation time and went to Arizona. Didnt care that they have till the 28th to evacuate the house for hte buyer.

But then again hes never cared what was left there.

ANd he wont care,

Big sis is moving in with her girlfriend and her husband and wants to try and buy their house from them, they are house hunting right now.

I finally talked to D on the weekend also, she fired her attny and retained a new one. She was upset as she had a court date and the attny came in unprepared and asked for more time. D was upset, as she is hardly seeing her kids as it is right now due to her soon to be ex. And the attny didnt even tell her this, so she was upset she had to take a day off work to basically do nothing.

Im glad she got rid of that attny, seemed she was just the type to hardly do crap for her and she needs an aggressive lawyer to deal with this ex of hers. D is entitled to so much and her ex has been such a jerk with trying to punish and turn the kids against her, it could really bite him in the ass if D stops being afraid and lets a good attny go after him.

And Im praying that will happen. She is entitled to half that house which is worth over $300,000

Its just one of those scenarios where you have known a person. Ive known D for 10 yrs now. We went to church groups together, mommy/child activities, Ive been in their home, helped watched her daughter as a toddler while she tutored grade school kids at home, gone on outings when we were all married, been over for dinners, then my ex worked for her husband.

D is not a bad mother. Not at all. She lived and breathed those kids.

Her husband was a workaholic whos Mom still would do his laundry for him when he was married. And Im sorry but we have all told her this, we think hes Gay.

It was funny when they split up and D had the affair, a lot of church ladies came to her and asked her if her husband was gay, almost sympathetic as to that that was probably the issue.

Well Im gonna scoot for now, later…….